Month: June 2017

You Are Worthy Of Infinite Love

You Are Worthy Of Infinite Love

Compliments…

how do they make you feel?

Good? Awkward? Caught off guard? Fucking amazing? Intimidated? Stressed? Like you just want to run away from the other person?

Yep… me too. To all of the above and more.

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The Power In Choosing

The Power In Choosing

My life is becoming amazing and beautiful and easy. I no longer hold on to resentment and sadness like I used to.

I have learned to feel my emotions, to move through them, allow them to surface and release them.

In the past, I would have picked up that bottle of wine. Even last week I would have smoked myself into oblivion.

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The World Needs You

The World Needs You

Life is funny in the moments of reaction.

I am learning to step back and observe. To replay events and watch as they unfold.

There is ALWAYS a deeper story than what we see and experience on the surface and in those moments.

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You Are Not Alone In This

You Are Not Alone In This

I see you

My love, I see you there. Watching, waiting, reading the words I write. Speaking to your soul as if I were telling your life story too… our paths, eerily similar. My life mirroring yours.

And you wonder how I do it. How do I take all that I have been through? All that I have survived? All that I have lost?

How am I standing here. Now. Speaking from the deepest parts of my soul.

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The Butterfly

The Butterfly

Fake it til you make it

Perseverance. Staying focused. Keep moving forward. Procrastination is my death.

I’ve never been one to fully accept who I am. I used to use the “fake it til you make it motto”, but I really can’t stand that saying anymore.

You see, it alway gave me permission to half-ass everything. I saw it as a negative.

It gave me an excuse. A reason to not go all in and do the work, the inner work, that needed to be done.

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Through My Grown Up Eyes

Through My Grown Up Eyes

Looking at life through my grown up eyes

Communication has been on my heart these last couple of days. As I venture into the stories of my past, into my history, to see where the work needs to be done.

The healing. The observing. Looking at my life through my grown up eyes. I see the patterns and I see the way things unfolded for me.

And communication, or lack thereof, is what stands out the most. And I realize I have some forgiving to do, of myself and of my family.

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The Angels Are On Your Side

The Angels Are On Your Side

There are many forms of healing

There are many forms of healing — physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual to name a few. I have been working through a lot of emotional and spiritual events from my childhood through adulthood this year and it’s been an amazing journey of self-discovery.

I am learning to love myself and accept myself fully. I have never loved myself, cared for myself, cherished this life I have been so blessed to live.

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No Soul Left Behind

No Soul Left Behind

I face a lot of resistance every day

I face a lot of resistance every day and I have always fallen into it. It has been so easy for me to just fall back into old habits and old patterns.

But not anymore. I am done with that. That kind of life no longer serves me. I am on a new path. A new way of thinking. A new way of being. A new way of believing. An entire new world has opened up for me and I can’t even go back to who I used to be.

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The Truth About You

The Truth About You

Compassion used to be my greatest weakness. It is now becoming my greatest strength.

I used to never be able to trust my own intuition. It always seemed to lead me astray.

But that’s not true. It wasn’t true then and it’s even more untrue today.

Because it was never my intuition that led me wrong.

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How I Manifested A DUI

How I Manifested A DUI

You know what’s scary AF? Change.

When I haven’t asked for it. When I am not prepared for it. When I didn’t initiate it. When I didn’t want it.

Because control.

When change is happening around us and we don’t know why and we feel like the world is coming crashing down around us and it doesn’t feel good and it feels out of control and you feel frantic… that is when you have to let it go.

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